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THE OCCASIONAL BLOG, DIARY or NEWS

June 2013

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Some advice to other authors:  Don't be a victim of publishing scams. The reason the crime is growing is because authors are extremely easy victims. In my case, I was also under a gag order until the lawsuit was done. I learned this lesson the hard way. The excitement and enthusiasm at finally having a publisher say yes often overshadows normal caution. Even those thinking themselves very savvy against fraud games (I thought I was) can be fooled by a smooth-talking con artist posing as a publisher. Knowing I wasn't the only person taken in by this man, is small consolation to losing my lifetime of hard work to him.

 

Do your research on the publisher before signing and, this is imperative, ALWAYS HAVE A CONTRACTS LAWYER look over your contract. Preferably get yourself an intellectual property lawyer. It's the best investment you can make in assuring you won't be having to take a second mortgage on your house or dip into your retirement funds to fight a bad situation. Because of the horrific costs involved in legal disputes (which drag on for months, sometimes years), you could end up losing your work and your royalties to a disreputable person as I did, not to mention find yourself in debt up to your eyeballs. Even if you win, you probably won't get back any missed royalties, any monetary judgment because they can just turn around and claim bankruptcy.  All you could get back are your rights.

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The fact that it's cost prohibitive to go through a litigation, that's exactly what these scammers count on.  Even if you get your rights back, the odds of it ever making back what you put out in legal fees is astronomical (unless it goes to the bestseller lists or gets optioned in Hollywood). And trust me, the scammer doesn't want that. They purposely do no marketing or promotions so they can keep your book under the radar and out of the spotlight.  Even if they're caught, they just say, "nah, nah, nah, come and catch me if you can." Which means you're paying legal fees and court costs upwards to $50,000 just to stop them. Few authors have that sort of money just lying around and the scammer knows this. Even if a legal judgment finds in favor with the author, it's still a Pyrhhic win situation for the author in the end.

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However, keep in mind a few things if you do fall prey to one of these unsavory businesses. Ask yourself these questions: Are they committing internet fraud by putting out false information about themselves and their company? Are they asking for an investment (even in the sense that they demand a certain number of book sales before you get your royalties as a vanity press might do)? That's an investment. Are they asking you to do (and pay for) all the initial marketing and promotions for the book launch? That's an investment. And if there's no reporting or false reports given to the author, you have no real way of knowing total sales in that case unless you go through legal channels. This is investment fraud. Are they claiming the company is one thing but doing another? Are they not living up to their end of the contract? Are they claiming employees who don't exist? This is business fraud. The scam publisher doesn't care about anything but making money off of other's work, fast and easy cash with minimal effort. The author does all the work, the publisher just sits back and rakes it in. (If you see that the publisher can't edit either, that's a strong clue s/he's not what they say they are.) It's the Little Red Hen Syndrome, only the fox gets the bread in the end.

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There are agencies out that there who oversee this sort of thing; The FTC, the FBI, the IRS, the BBB, and the state Attorney General's Office. This is not to mention local investigative television news and publishing watchdog organizations or groups like Authors Beware and Predators & Editors. Just make sure that if you use any of these agencies or sites, that you're completely truthful about what you submit to them and that you have solid evidence to back up your claims, or you could be looking at a libel suit on top of everything else.   

On a lighter note

I'm currently working on two short novels which will eventually be self-published or published through a reputable vanity publisher I know.

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One is an anthology of short stories containing all the zombie comedy you could want along with some twisted horror or sci-fi horror tales.

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The other book is also a little twisted and enough to make you smile at the weird characters and situations. A Queer Case of Murder stars characters like Kodiak Kameron and Crazy Larry, the Legal Fairy. It's a spoof on the old Sam Spade stories and hopefully enough to make you giggle occasionally.

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If I can scrape up the time and umpf, I might try and finish my thesis novel Higher Ground, an action adventure story of corporate greed, jungle magic, and self-realization in the Amazon.  â€‹

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June 2014​

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It's been a year since I adopted a rescue dog named Monkey. It's been a long, hard and expensive year of vet visits, therapy, and emotional moments when I thought I was losing her. But she's finally doing well. She can run and jump and play again. Her appetite is better than it should be...hehehe. She's starting to be my Chunky Monkey, so I'll have to start doing something to keep her on a better diet. 

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It's been a while since I've done anything with my writing since the debacle of the booksigning event. I do have good news to share and that is to say that my science fiction short story, A Simple Cup of Tea will be included in the C.Lee Brown anthology Storyhole. I'll post the info on where to go to buy it when it's ready, but that won't be for a few more months. The story editing deadline is the end of June. Then the editor will go to putting the whole thing together. I hope it's okay to paste the working cover here. It's an awesome piece of artwork.  I'll let you know when it's available for purchase.

 

 

 

APRIL 2017

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I'm finally working on editing the sequel to Wrath of Angels again. It's titled Angels at the Gate. It's been a rough few years since I first published book 1 and my other novel Blood Totems.  The fiasco with the original publisher literally sucked the creative juices from me and I've been lost and in a fog since.  Now that I'm getting ready to retire, I'm ready to try and get back into the pool again. Wish me luck.

SEPTEMBER 2017

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Well, it's been a banner year. Retired, sold my house, contracted a rare disease and finally got to move to Texas to be near my brother and his family. Still haven't found a house to buy yet, but it will happen. In the meantime, I'm just trying to find myself again. It doesn't feel like home yet, but it will take time. Been turning my focus on my spiritual needs and doing a bit of art.

Well, it's been a banner year. Retired, sold my house, contracted a rare disease and finally got to move to Texas to be near my brother and his family. Still haven't found a house to buy yet, but it will happen. In the meantime, I'm just trying to find myself again. It doesn't feel like home yet, but it will take time. Been turning my focus on my spiritual needs and doing a bit of art.

0CTOBER 2017

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My sweet, precious Monkey died today. Died of respiratory failure from the heat and stress from the move.  I am lost and can't stop crying. She was my only companion, my best friend and muse. A part of my heart died today.

SEPTEMBER 2018

08

It's been almost a year since I moved to Texas. I still don't feel like I'm home. Though I moved into my new house in January, many things are still in boxes and the walls are barely decorated.  I haven't written squat, though I do have a new companion, finally. Well, not so much a companion than a source of frustration. I rescued a little guy and named him Toby. I was told he was full poodle, but that's not the case. He's cute, but a handful. I've had him since February and he's untrainable. He's a year old now, but refuses to be house trained. Pees and poops in my living room as a form of revenge for me leaving him at home. The other day I was gone for an hour and he climbs like a cat. He got up on the chair in the kitchen and took the newly purchased bottles of water to my bed and promptly chewed off all the caps. Yes, bed became waterbed. He's also unsociable. Can't take him on walks or in the car. He goes ballistic seeing other dogs or people. He even goes crazy seeing things parked along the sidewalk. He'll get so frantic, he wiggles out of his harness and will bite or fight whatever it is that gets him riled. He won't eat dog food, won't listen to me or the dog trainer and does what he wants. I can't take him places, so he's relegated to the house most of the time. Plus my family doesn't want him around, so I can't take him with me to their houses. He can be a sweet little guy when he wants to be, but no one else gets to see that side of him. Only my neighbor has seen him be a normal pup. But he's a handful. Meanwhile, I go to church, take my folks to their doctor appointments and occasionally see my brother and his kids for a limited hour or two. They are much too busy to do much with me. It's a lonely place and a hot place. It got up to 117 degrees a couple of weeks ago. I feel like I'm living in my novel Wrath of Angels. Hopefully, I can get back to writing soon. I have the Lord. He helps.

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OCTOBER 2018

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I finally got re-inspired to re-edit and revise my books and republish them through a new publisher. Maybe I'll publish them myself.  I just discovered the demon publisher I used originally went out of business. That's a big relief. He was the evil spectre holding my creativity hostage. I've been editing the sequels and what a chore. I had forgotten how long they were. I think first priority will be figuring out how I can chop them up into smaller books. Wrath of Angels needs to be divided into 2 books to make it less 'thick.' No one wants to read 'epics' anymore. Angels at the Gate was 1485 pages! Let's just say that one may end up as 3 or 4 parts. Angels Ascending is gearing up to be even longer. I'm looking at an epic series, not a trilogy. Yipes! And since it's taken me 40 years to write it, I've had to go back and update some of the technologies... LOL. Duh. 

NOVEMBER 2019

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Well, I have good news and bad news. Good news is that I have 3 more sequels ready to publish in my Eagle Plume Detective series and have the next sequel to Wrath of Angels ready to publish. Bad news is I've been ill and it's caused me some vision problems. I will need to speed up my efforts at getting everything published before I lose it altogether. Hopefully, that's a while from now, but it is an incentive to get things going again. 

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On a happier note, I've been very successful at giving my PowerPoint presentations / lectures on biblical topics. My King Solomon presentation was met with overwhelming positive feedback as did Hearing the Voice of God.  I am now booked for three more within the next few months; King David: The Bible's Rock Star, Beyond the Stable: The Magi, The Two Herods and the Star of Bethlehem, and a  presentation that I haven't given a title yet on classical angels (God's warriors).

JUNE 2020

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Okay, time for catch up. Covid-19 has taken its toll on just about everything and everyone. I've basically been isolated here in the house since the first week of March (2020). I am not a good roommate. Me, myself, and I have been arguing non-stop. One of us is going to have to go, I think. I've actually been considering what would be the 'perfect' murder. Me, well, she's the worst. I've already had someone complaining about her a few times, too. In fact, that person just blew Me off via text for expressing her opinion. Not that I don't have my own issues with Me, but that sucks. Now, Me is over in the corner crying. I kind of feel a bit sorry for her. Maybe I was a bit harsh with the 'perfect' murder thing. Okay, okay, I know. Family can get on each other's nerves, but we still love each other...even if it's just loving Myself...well, Me, Myself and I.  

 

The worst thing is that I've got all the time in the world now to take naps whenever, but I still can't sleep at night. In the last week, I've gotten a total of 6 hours of sleep (not consecutive hours). I don't know what it is. I just can't turn off the thoughts, the worries, the panic attacks of going to sleep and never waking up. Yeah, well, it's contributed to me having written more than 4,000 pages on my Wrath series.  I need to go back and break it into "books." Right now, it's more like an unending story. And I'm still looking for a publisher who's not a crook or con person. I just don't have the money to pay a hybrid publisher, though XLibris has come in at the best price for the project. I am considering just doing it myself through Create Space or Smashwords. We'll see. 

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Toby is finally settling down. He still becomes Dennis the Menace if I leave even for half an hour to run something over to my folks or my brother. Whatever he can find to destroy or tear apart ends up on my bed. That's his go-to place when I'm gone. I've tried taking him with me if I'm just dropping off or picking up something, but can't take him with me to the doctors'. It's just too dog-gone hot. Note the dog reference...LOL. 

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JULY 2020

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Not that I should care, but I was virtually thrown out of a writer's workshop here in San Antonio for...get this...editing someone's work. Apparently, the rule is that you can't edit anyone's work who has the same credentials as you or who has published previous works. Who knew? Yes, you can't reveal your knowledge or they call you a know-it-all and if you correct someone's punctuation, you're just trying to prove you're better than everyone else. I'm now boorish for not staying silent and invisible. I can't say I wasn't hurt by this, but it seems so bizarre. If I wasn't already seriously depressed, I'm even more so now. Between the virus scare, the ridiculous, insane politics and social madness and my complete isolation with my car having been in the shop for over 2 months, I'm losing it. I'm too crippled up to go on long walks and I used to hop in the car with the dog in the evenings and just drive somewhere for a coke or unsweetened iced tea via the drive-thru. It got me out of the house for a few minutes, anyway. I love Toby dearly, but he's not much of a conversationalist. Getting out helped me cope with always being alone. Let's just say I'm writing a lot of dark poetry these days.

 

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